Look at what you made me do Finally, I’m leaving you Had to keep to my promise This isn’t what I wanted But look now, I found out You pushed me so far There’s the line that you crossed out D-d-d-de-delayed this bit Now I’m F-F-F-Fu-frail in bits Now look at me Look at me beggin you, for what I need I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to be I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to leave (You’ve) messed this up again Leaving all my friends To wonder what I’m doing with you And I’m asking the same damn thing (Look) I’m tired, and so unheard No words of mine seem to make it work Now look at me Look at me beggin you, for what I need I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to be I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to leave Happy ever after has an after The affects of being deep open this problem, a disaster Till the aftermaths of what if’s We’re avoiding hide you’ve mastered how to run and hide Leaving all of this aftermath to me cuz that’s all that you’re after Me being the strong one Me being the dependant and now you’ve worn off all my colours Now I’m dull and tired of pretending I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to be I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive, When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to leave I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to be I told you if you weren’t that person Being assertive, When I need yah I’m not wanted I needed you to leave

You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure Feeling the pressure on me, Making me do, things that I would, faster than I would do it, And that don’t mean I wouldn’t do it, depends on if I’m in the mood, Just let me decide my own views, And trust that the view, including you, ends up the way you want it, And that’ll mean I wouldn’t want it, Don’t make me dare have to prove, You, make sure that your list of wants for me, Make sure that your expectation matches who I be, (Or I’ll be) Feeling like the kettle dun’ reached the peak, Feeling like you’re asking more than I could be, If you do, expect what’ll come to you You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby You don’t say it well, Say it out cuz I can tell, Cuz all your friends and family, Putting all that pressure on me, I gotta suppress now, All that is hood of me, Gotta say Grace now, And show only good in me, I can be curse like the worst homie, Dandelion near the dirt, Near the church is me, You, make a list of all your wants from me, Make sure that your expectation matches who I be, (Or I’ll be) Feeling like the kettle dun’ reached the peak, Feeling like you’re asking more than I could be, If you you you you you, expect what’ll come to you You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby — You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby You don’t have to put it all You don’t have to You don’t have to put it all, on me Feel the pressure when I push up on your pressure baby

All I need is daddy time Just a bit more daddy time All I need is daddy time Listen You left when I was little Such a simple little girl Only wanted some more daddy time Protection from this world Since it got a little colder I kept reaching for your coat You shrugged me off to see your Caroline But mommy didn’t know You were leaving us for her And for me, I’m inconvenient A stress to find a place within A new place you were resting in A broken bird to carry And an extra mouth to feed So you starved me of this daddy time The earliest thing I believed... In being next to you The memory of you smiling as I Stumble in the room Very first steps I took to you And my first breath out of the womb You cried out to the heavens Promised that you’d keep me safe And you were thankful of this blessing of 4 little white lies you told, That you always love me Never ever leave me, No My life meant the world to you That I was your everything But not more than her wedding ring All I need is daddy time Just a bit more daddy time All I need is daddy time Listen Father’s Day, I guess it’s ‘98 Making cards in class Teachers trying not to spark a conversation that brings back The reminder that my gift is silly No one to give to No idea of where you are right now But deep inside I knew No, you probably don’t miss me And, oh, why would you care Heard your wife has some kiddies You’re being father to them I’m hysterical, I go home crying again Jealous of my own sisters Their daddy visits again My oldest sister had to hold me Told me keep my head up One day your father will own up To all the that he’s done 1 more little lie unfolds My father has a son I’m not allowed to get to know He’s far away cuz daddy dear He didn’t wanna take the role And I’m asking for an answer But the truth never gets told One day your father will reply To all the things that you want One day your father will reply To all the things that you want All I need is daddy time Just a bit more daddy time All I need is daddy time Listen Verse 3, you probably think I found a solution No more crying nights for daddy, no more living delusional See, now I can give birth to my own And raise them with love Tell them that they’re never alone Mommy is here I’ll teach them of the meanings of life Warn them of the consequences telling big old white lies Your grandfather was so great but he’s not here to reply No, I won’t let them live with hate Just cause he made mommy cry Not passing tears through inheritance No more fears for neglectfulness They will rise like the Phoenix’s, Be called greatness and elegance Will surpass my own legacy And make little me smile It’s the perfect conclusion For this most unwanted child Dad, this is my last cry out If you hear this message I called to talk not shout I want a resolution, but you have to hear me out Not listen to reply but hear the words from out my mouth I’m asking Dad, I tried to call If you could just pick up

See I don't feel very special To my family or my friends See half of them don't dare support me Or even dare try to pretend See I've tried so hard to fit in but I guess I'm just one of them Who'll have to work hard to be noticed Most of you will understand See I don't feel very supported And I feel like it's a shame It took me 3 years to get recorded Still in progress, on it's way Please don't tell me All In Time My Love Cuz my time was here from day And as I'm trying as I'm crying Most of you all can relate See I don't feel very special To my family or my friends See half of them don't dare support me Or even dare try to pretend See I've tried so hard to fit in but I guess I'm just one of them Who'll have to work hard to be noticed Most of you will understand I remember that one day My daddy said - Go and give up Said this music thing was stupid And I can't make it to the top I felt like a disappointment Felt like no one wish luck And as I'm trying, as I'm crying Most of you all can relate See I don't feel very special To my family or my friends See half of them don't dare support me Or even dare try to pretend See I've tried so hard to fit in but I guess I'm just one of them Who'll have to work hard to be noticed Most of you will understand I wish my mother came to one of my performances And saw how much the people sing Along to what her daughter writ I wish my hommies from school came and showed love at my gigs Stopped being cold and bothered like My Facebook page and all that stuff I wish that other artists supported other kinds of artists Stopped being snobs and on high horses Stopped begging fame to get them noticed I wish that you right there would take a minute just to spare Don't give me facts or give me air This space is left for you right there Cuz I'm trying hard to be The best that I could possibly So could you bother hearing me So could you bother hearing me See I don't feel very special To my family or my friends See half of them don't dare support me Or even dare try to pretend See I've tried so hard to fit in, but I guess I'm just one of them Who'll have to work hard to be noticed Most of you will understand

Dear Universe - thank you for your blessings Dear conscious mind - thank you for your questions Dear inhibitions - thank you for not holding me back from being free I want to care and love and be in peace Dear liars - thank you for your absence Dear truth - thank you for your passion and compassion Dear temptation - thank you for the mask that oh once blinded me From care and love and warmth and being free Cause I don't care if I sound stupid by simply saying Thank you For merely saying Thank you There's not one reason alone for me saying Thank you I'm just saying Thank you For every little thing you do Do I am finally smiling for once Once the blessings have come my way I've encouraged my blessings to come And I finally mean it too To - to you And the bad times you don't get a look in You were never invited to stay You can throw all my bottled flaws & fears You can finally dash them away Dash them away Cause I don't care if I sound stupid by simply saying Thank you For merely saying Thank you There's not one reason alone for me saying Thank you I'm just saying Thank you For every little thing you do Do Cause I don't care if I sound stupid by simply saying Thank you For merely saying Thank you There's not one reason alone for me saying Thank you I'm just saying Thank you For every little thing you do Do

Parts of me's uncomfortable The parts that finds it hard to be so vulnerable Showing you all my scars, the ones thats come before Latest one, it's alarming that I weren't the cause Always thought that my helmet was such a silly purchase Never knew at that moment I'd really need its purpose Always thought that my safety was such a given Til I had found a limit Pushed me right to the edge and I'd given mine a decision Stay laying, start praying Lord - I'm in a situation And now I realise I wanna live Keep saying, still praying Hoping for another day out than This one, this time - no I wanna live So many times I had cried and asked for my life to end But in the end Now I know how close to I can be to get what I really wanted And now I realise I gotta live I wanna live I need to watch the words I speak They almost brought me to my knees Gotta stand strong on my two feet I wanna live I need to watch the words I speak They almost led me to defeat Yeah I was falling, falling Closer than I can imagine All them highlights of life oh yes, they really happen Images of them crying faces Seeing posters of my smiling face and Asking for eulogies about the way I should of made it Heart is beating, I can't believe the reapers coming All of a sudden frame of a bird - face of a woman Comes and pulls me back to my limbs Help me from my collision Calls out for helping hand to Give me a chance to st-t-t-ay Stay laying, start praying Lord - I'm in a situation And now I realise I wanna live Keep saying, still praying Hoping for another day out than This one, this time - no I wanna live So many times I had cried and asked for my life to end But in the end Now I know how close to I can be to get what I really wanted And now I realise I gotta live I wanna live I need to watch the words I speak They almost brought me to my knees Gotta stand strong on my two feet I wanna live I need to watch the words I speak They almost led me to defeat Yeah I was falling, falling Your words are your worth Wishing you a long existence Wishing you a long existence Your words are your worth Wishing you a long existence Your words are your worth Your words are your worth Wishing you a long existence Wishing you a long existence Your words are your worth Wishing you a long existence Your words are your worth Wishing you a long existence Wishing you a long existence